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Saturday, September 4, 2010

men.

I don't like men. I don't like boys.
No, I'm not gay.
But the male is the stupidest creation I have ever seen.
Story....
So my fam and I have been going to the Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dream Coat over at Payson.  I've been 5 times now and Monday is the last day.  Since the first showing I kinda maybe sorta fell for one of the guys in the cast.  We smiled and laughed at each other during the performances and after I would always walk over, say hi and yeah...  Then 2 nights ago I went with my cousin who i love to death.  She picked up on my feelings and we talked about everything I just told you.  She then proceeded to run out after the show and find him and say hi and 'introduce' us.  Yes, gotta love family.  She made me go home that night and add him on fb.  I did and he accepted.  Hello cloud 9!!!  So tonight I go and guess what?!  He ignored me!!!!  What?!  I know... I was kinda confused...
And there is this other guy that is drop dead handsome.  So I stared at him for the night! ;)  After as I was leaving with my Grandma I just said Hi and started to walk away.  He then grabbed my hand and pulled me into a hug.  He said how I better be there Monday and I told him that I heard it was sold out.  He was like "Well, let me work this out!" and we kept talking/flirting for a bit until my Grandma was ready to leave.  I went home and looked him up of fb.... He is 35 AND MARRIED WITH 6 KIDS!!!!!!! : /
And then (yes I know you must be rolling your eyes but I'm confused and need to vent) this boy in it, Benjamin, is kinda cute and all night he was smiling at me and kinda getting a dazed look on his face.  Then the first boy I told you about -added on fb and then totally ignored- would walk over to him and flick his ear ON THE STAGE INFRONT OF EVERYONE!!!!! and then he would walk back over  to his place on stage and continue on with the dance or whatever was going on at the moment.
I'm so confused.
Why can't guys be somewhat understandable?  I'm not asking to be able to read their minds -Don't really want to know what goes on in there...-
I'm not asking that they spill all their feelings and emotions.
I'm not asking much.  Just that they stop confusing me and just say to my face "Hi, I think you're cute!'' or "Hi. and Goodbye.''
Is that so much to ask for?

2 comments:

  1. All males are stupid.

    Okay, maybe not. But it sure feels like it sometimes.

    Those males were stupid. Mind games are stupid.

    You're worth so much more.

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  2. I think you get an extra helping of male stupidity because you're so gorgeous. Be like me: stop wearing make-up and don't do your hair. Boys won't even talk to you anymore! :D

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